YUMINNNN

hello my dears.


oh okay okay okay *resigning tone* so im sorta back LAH! happy? man like what jordus say.. its some kinda temptations for me to continue blogging again. heh so yea.. I AM RESUMING MY BLOGGING LIFE! er that didnt really sound right but yea i am back la fine?
moohah today im gonna be home AGAIN what a no-lifer am i aye. but well.. i have no paper today &i am SUPPOSEDLY supposed to be studying for my mcq tmr. yea had tuition just now. my last tuition with evelyn *waves to evelyn, if youre reading this* &she lent me her tonyparsons books! yay now i have new books to be my company this holiday~ woot okay..
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like i said in my previous entry, i have been thinking a lil more than usual &that has made me kinda sad. ah well. the sweet ironies of life .. as quoted from zalerie (i still like Zs in your name ;D &mine too!)
i shall post her comment here. hehheh.

hollah baabe.
did i mention i love your haloscan board? ITS GORGEOUS, just like your skin and of course the green font! tsk tsk. LOL. anyhows! yeh but its sort of impossible to find someone that really understands you huh? and as they say opposites attract, if two individuals are that similar then maybe the relationship wont work out again. cos both parties think too similarly and probably both feel that they are right when in a quarrel/ sticky messy situation? ahhh, the sweet ironies of life. we are always trying to sort things out! hahaha, always something out there for us to sort out. life's a bitch, aint it?


i totally agree.
&i love how my haloscan board looks like too =P
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life has been a bitch. it still is one.

somehow i wish my friends would understand me. my family too, for what i want, what i need. till now, i still doubt that anyone would dare proclaim that I UNDERSTAND YUMIN because no one does. ironically, i dont want people to know what i am thinking most of the time.
take my msn nicks for example. its just a nick aint it? but if you a mind-reader, you could see what i mean. what i truly want people to know about me. but no, no one would understand anything about me. sometimes i say 'i understand' when i listen to my friends problems. &i mean that. i DO understand. people say 'i understand' to me, about minor things. that, i know you do understand. but things regarding my deepest feelings, who would?
sigh. i dunno what im trying to drive at actually. another irony of this topic is that i dont understand myself sometimes, too.

i wish my mum would know when i wish to talk, when my mood is bad &the time wasnt right for questions like 'why' when i am not related to the topic (for eg. why didnt they write this thing down) like hello? i wouldnt know would i :( i dont write the darn thing.
sigh.
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time, another stupid topic.
i hate it when i have to wait for people. especially a particular someone. nevertheless, i always find myself waiting. waiting for you, at busstops, at shopping malls, anywhere, everywhere. i hate waiting. i dislike people who are late. so i make an effort to be slightly early when im meeting my friends. sometimes, a lil too early.
i always ignore such feelings. telling myself not to get mad &to understand the situation. but it always happen doesnt it? im sorry i dont wish to address this topic. but this is a beginning to what i am trying to end at.

i hate it when im free to spend time with you &you are not. because ive waited to do that. because i may not be able to in near future. when things get a lil more complicated. because i may get restricted to. because im afraid. i dont want to use names anymore. i dont wanna lie anymore. i dont want to tell any other people because i want em to understand. this is enough. it really is.


i often wish life would be in a nice sequence. things would go well &timings &appointments wouldnt clash.

hm.
to hell with dunearn student council &their stupid programmes of bonding &unfair treatment.


to hell with my nonsensical entry.

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have been linking up people dont wanna lose contacts so yea leave your links if you want me to link you up (those who i havent linked)
&have been linking nice sites (which are worth reading) up.
kennysia is funny. (;

&girlissues is fab too. with girly stuffs &interesting topics.
didnt link up xiaxue cus.. lol i dont really like her? i like some of her entries nonetheless.

oh well.
PROM'S NEARING! i havent got my gown &i need the bucks HM HM HM my aunt says she gonna lend me makeup sheesh i miss my cousins i wanna feel ohsocarefree whenever we engage in our sports activites &tv-watching &all.


yaaay my lunch is here.
ta.

ps : the fact that my blogger dashboard &blogger itself is in chinese really really turns me off.

posted by yumin :D @ 12:52 PM